My primary goal is to fill my desire (fill the need in my life) to become a full time slave.
While my ultimate hope is to find a permanent home, I also understand that for some potential masters, a lifetime commitment is unpractical. I would rather, therefore be allowed to experience slavery and service in smaller doses if necessary, rather than never experience it at all because I limited my options to a permanent arrangement.
I am open to consider many options, which not only helps me fill my needs, but may help a potential master to fulfill their needs as well.
While I have very few limits, I also have a few needs to fill to make this a rewarding experience. I know that a potential master will have needs of his own, and hope we are able to work together to meet the needs of everyone involved.
First and foremost, my primary need is safety. I will not knowingly enter a situation where I feel I could be put at risk.
The Choice To Not Have A Choice
Secondly, and just as important, I have a need to experience some form of physical restraint 100% of the time I serve as a slave. This need not always be fancy, it could be something as simple as locking one end of a chain around a post, and attaching the other end to some part of my body. Even if that chain is hundreds of feet long, it physically prevents me from leaving, and that is the important part.
For me, the choice to enter a slavery arrangement is ultimately a choice to no longer have a choice. Being physically prevented from walking away simply reinforces that.
Before I agree to become slave to anyone, one very important aspect we must consider is the amount of time that that commitment will require. I fully expect that under no circumstances should I be permitted to cut my commitment short. I would ask the same of any potential master seeking to own me as well. It is better to agree to a shorter time period that we are sure we both can commit to than to cut a commitment short. There are always exceptions for unforeseen circumstances, but integrity involves honoring your commitments.
Some masters will know from the beginning that they are seeking a slave to serve them for the rest of their life. I would happily consider entering into an arrangement which I knew would last for a lifetime from day one. Any arrangement involving lifetime service must include as many elements as possible which reinforce that commitment. At a minimum, I ask that any lifetime commitment be accompanied by master making sure that the collar locked around my neck be attached permanently.
While I only truly ask that my ollar become a permanent attachment to my body, there are a few other things that you may consider doing at some point in the future. Again, these things are optional, but are things I would truly like you to consider.
Losing Track of Time
One of the things I’m looking forward to most I think can only happen once I’m sure that you have taken control of me in a manner in which I know I will never have any hope of escape is that I will at some point stop worrying about time. Since I’ll know that I will be tied up in some fashion for the rest of my life, I will eventually not worry about whether a particular scene will last 5 more minutes or 5 more days. I should be able to enjoy the scene and not stress about trivial things like time.
Make Me A Piss Slave
One story which has inspired me greatly, perhaps more than any other, is the story where the main character becomes a human urinal and is locked into that role for the rest of his life.
While it may be unfeasible to perfectly recreate every bit of what happens in this story, I would really like to engage in the spirit of the story. If I could ask for one ongoing activity, it would be for you to make me into a urinal, just like the character in the story. This could become a nearly full time job for me, and ultimately you would hook up a recycling tube as well. As you added more water into my system, my bladder would fill up faster, and I believe ultimately that there would be an almost steady stream of piss being forced down my throat. I would be constantly reminded of my status as toilet.
Eventually, I’d need to take a break once in a while to bring in clean water to flush my system and I might not be capable of being a urinal as a 24/7/365 arrangement due to health issues, There is no reason that,just like with the main character, the doors on the cage could not be closed forever. The cage doors could be sealed in much the same way that the collar would be sealed around my neck. If the doors were welded closed, I would know that I was locked inside forever. With the appropriate cage, there should be no issues. In the story, the guy forced to become a lifelong urinal discovered he didn’t like it, I’m sure that I’ll experience the same thing, but even knowing that going in, I still would love to do it. I’d rather be forced to do this for the rest of my life and hate it than not have the opportunity to try it at all.
“You Will Never Cum Again”
The final issue is one which MAY be a bad idea, perhaps better left in fantasy, but it’s something I’ve fantasized about for well over 25 years. When you make the decision to make my slavery permanent, with no possible means of escape, I would like you to consider forever taking away my ability to cum at the same time. This can be accomplished by permanently attaching a chastity belt in a way it can never be removed, or through simple castration (I have the tools required). The first keeps me horny for the rest of my life, the second removes my sex drive. You may have other reasons for NOT fulfilling this request, but forever taking away my ability to come gives you complete control over me physically and mentally.