Turning Fantasy Into Reality

Note: At this stage, this post is purely fantasy, based on an arrangement that almost was…
After actively searching for over 5 years, I believe that I may have found the right person, and if all goes as planned, I will become his full time slave within a few weeks. It’s been a struggle weeding through those who were only seeking short term unrealistic situations, as well as finding someone with whom I could find a mutual trust and respect. I’ll begin by describing our arrangement, and toward the end of this post, I’ll attempt to explain why certain decisions were reached in the hope that others will benefit from my experiences. First and foremost, we understood that there is a major difference between fantasy and reality, but we needed to arrange a situation where both the fantasy aspects and the reality of life could live in the same space. The first day that I arrive to become his slave will be the day where the most fantasy elements come into play. He has agreed to make this first day fit as closely as possible to my fantasies, because from that day forward, I will have given up all choices, and my life will be entirely within his hands. I must trust that he will respect my limits. The day will actually begin the night before, when I will check into a local hotel for my last night as a free man.  I will have all the gear and supplies ready for his arrival in the morning. When morning arrives, the process of transforming me into a slave will begin. He is bringing a van, and an assistant, for reasons which will become obvious soon. Upon his arrival, our first order of business will be to create a video. I will explain in this video that I am entering into this arrangement of my own free will, and explain the basics of what will happen, along with making it clear that I am giving complete control to my new master. This is intended to protect him should the need arise in the future. The rest of the mornings events will also be filmed, for possible use at a future date. After removing my street clothing and changing into a latex catsuit, steel cuffs will be secured around my neck, ankles, and wrists.  This has a functional purpose in that it will always provide my master a quick and convenient anchor point for my arms and legs, as well as a convenient place to secure a leash at any point. The intent is to begin with the leg cuffs, and after the screw that doubles as a lock is secured, we will use a soldering gun to cover the hole where the screw is located, which will have the effect of making it impossible to remove the cuffs without major effort (I have attempted to cut these with a hacksaw, and it is virtually impossible). Once soldered on, even if I got cold feet, I would have no choice but to wear these cuffs for the rest of my life. Next my wrists will be cuffed, and again, welded shut with the soldering gun. Finally, a steel collar would be placed around my neck, and welded closed. At this point, I will have no choice but to continue my transformation, as even if I chose to walk away at this point, I would be collared and cuffed forever. We will then leave the hotel, which will be prepaid for at least one more night, making sure to leave my cell phone behind in the room. It will be impossible to trace my phone to his location via GPS (should anyone attempt), and equally important, I will be leaving all of the information for my contacts behind. I am agreeing to enter into this arrangement as a lifetime slave, and part of that for me includes that no one I know should be able to locate me and attempt to “rescue me”. Whether I find that this arrangement works for me, or I discover that I am unhappy, I will have no choice to terminate the situation. Once we complete the next stage of my transformation, it will be impossible for me to escape. After the collar and cuffs are welded on, it will be time for me to enter the cage that we are having custom designed for our needs (the time and funds it takes to have this custom made are the primary reason that it will take us a few weeks to begin). For this, we will travel in his van for a few blocks to pick up the cage at the store which is building it for us. We will place the cage into the back of his van, and I will enter the 4x4x6 cage (giving me enough room to sit up, lie down, and stretch my arms and legs outside the cage if necessary). Once inside, the door will be closed, locked, and “welded” closed with JB Weld. It will take a few moments, but once the JB Weld cures, there will be no way to open the door, and I will be sealed inside the cage, with no way to escape, and no way for anyone to let me out. The biggest part of my personal fantasy was that my bondage be permanent and inescapable, welding the door closed ensures that I will remain inside the cage for the rest of my life. The lock will also be sealed with JB Weld, and the keys to the lock will be tossed into the closest sewage drain grate, leaving no way to open the lock. The trip to his house will then begin, and once we have arrived, him and his assistant will move the cage (with me inside) into his basement, where I will spend the remainder of my life as a urinal slave to him and the rest of his slaves (he has several) The last major components of the first day will include locking a funnel gag on my head (as my primary job as a slave will be to serve as a urinal for my master, his friends, and the other slaves he owns) and fulfilling the longest running fantasy I can remember.  Immediately after the cage door is welded closed, I will be restrained, and castration bands will be placed around my testicles.  From that point, I will spend many hours in pain as the blood circulation is cut off from my testicles, and at such point as they are ready, my balls will be cut off. From that moment onward, there are no specific plans, but everything will be in place for me to spend the rest of my life as the household toilet.  From that moment on, “Toilet” is the only name I will ever know again. His other slaves will ensure that I am fed, and that whatever personal needs I have, including removal of my personal waste and cleanliness are handled, but only so much as necessary to ensure health and safety are maintained. It is understood by all involved that, because I will remain in the cage for the rest of my life, that there is the realistic situation that, at some point, I will die inside that cage. No one involved has any sort of desire for this inevitable end of life to come soon, so proper health and safety arrangements must be made so that, with any luck, that we can enjoy this arrangement for at least the next 30-50 years. Throughout this process, I had what some people considered unrealistic expectations, most importantly being that should something happen where my master was unwilling or unable to continue to keep me as a slave (such as him becoming incapacitated in a car accident) that there was a plan for me to at least be safe, but hopefully continue my slavery with another person that he trusts. Those arrangements have been made, and there are back up plans should those fall through, so, I can feel confident that when I wrap up my current life (job, apartment, etc) that I am doing so with the reasonable expectation that once I enter the cage, and the door is welded closed behind me, that I do not need to fear a situation where my master becomes incapacitated and I end up starving to death. I feel very confident I’m making the right decision, after literally screening thousands of interested people.  I still have two major fears however… First, I am afraid of getting cold feet.  I am 100% certain that this is what I want, and that I will be happy with the end result, it’s a big change from my current “normal” life of having a job and making my own decisions. Part of the reason I’m posting this online is taking ownership of that fear, with the hope that if needed, others can reassure me that it will be OK Second, I know that, once inside the cage, that, as mentioned above, it will be a major change. Again, I know that this is the right thing, but it will take time for me to change my thinking and state of mind.  I’m a bit scared of going through that process, but I know that I will make it through, and not just because I won’t have a choice. I’m excited and nervous about entering this next stage in my life, and I can only hope it will be as rewarding as I think it will be. I had always hoped that I could find a permanent piss slave existence, and I believe that having a collar and cuffs welded on so I can be restrained, as well as being welded inside a cage so it is impossible to open from the inside or the outside is the best way to ensure that I will truly be able to fulfill my fantasy of becoming a sex slave for life.

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How I Know

My own personal quest for this life started long ago. I probably had my first internal feelings for this level of captivity and abuse when i was just a young boy of about 6 or 7. The feelings have come and gone over the years, but have NEVER gone away. The feelings developed before I ever reached puberty and as such i simply did not understand them back then. Of course, I was raised a normal, happy, healthy boy with middle class privilege. The feelings became VERY strong in my early teens and then again in my early 20’s. I tried to take action on them then, but never met up with the right people to actually make it reality… probably came closer than i realized at times, but bolted from fear at the time.

Now I have reached a point in my life where i no longer want to dream and wonder what might have been. i have had too many false starts and second guessing myself. I now seek to make this a reality.

One Choice, No Turning Back

Bottom line for me is that I want this to happen… I want to choose to give control of my life to a master who shall have complete control thereafter… I don’t want the option or choice to avoid it under ANY circumstances. Under the right circumstances, today may be the appropriate day to begin this new journey.

Once I agree to give up my former life to enter a new life of service I don’t want there to be any possibility of being able to escape or be rescued from what i have gotten myself into. It IS extreme… no doubt; but for it to be REAL it also has to have consequences… and those consequences MUST be ABSOLUTE!

I understand the consequences

I accept that this entails long term captivity and unconditional use without Options or Rights.

I have never expected that anything more than a solid chain anchored to the center of a basement floor attached to its steel collar and steel manacles and shackles attached to my arms and legs. I serve at the pleasure of my master, whom I have chosen to make all choices from here on.

I look forward to that first day when you take it to your basement dungeon, strip me down completely, attach the steel collar that I will likely wear continuously. That moment when you chain me by my collar to the floor and then slowly and with deliberate purpose draw my hands and lock them there with steel manacles… at that moment, I am completely vulnerable to YOU… at that moment, I is no longer anything but an object for your use and enjoyment.

I know that this is a 100% commitment; i cannot choose what parts of that control i want him to have and how much i want to retain.  It’s an all or none issue.  I know that in order to make this commitment i had to complete a soul searching process and accept every part of my being and personality.  I have grown to love the fact that i am inferior, and i crave being controlled.  I also accepted the fact that this stimulates me sexually and that alone is worth living as a slave.  Today on my knees i realized that this is where i belong yet again and that i need to be totally powerless.  The more de-powered i am the better i feel; the better  I cannot imagine living any other way than as a slave.

I clearly understood BEFORE the commitment is made, that I will be taken away to be chained and held in captivity for the remainder of my lifetime.

I both welcome and dread this future. my Master deserves absolute service and devotion without any limitations. i have specifically asked my Master to remove any possibility that i may escape or rescind my pledge to him and also specifically requested that he summarily ignore any pleading, begging or whining for my ultimate release. i know he is sincere and intends to honor those requests, so I will NOT escape this life that i am now committed to.

 

Recon Profile Archive April 2020

I have been very lucky to have a close friend help me explore various scenes, and by far my favorite has been the times he’s kept me locked inside a cage, sometimes for up to two weeks at a time.

I can top as well as bottom so even though this ad is geared toward the slave end, don’t let that stop you from contacting me with other interests. I’m also seeking watersports partners.

I found that even when he would “let me go” I tended to gravitate back into the cage, as that’s where I felt secure and happy. My life circumstances make this a perfect time to explore taking this experience to the next level.

That friend is not able to play any more, and I wish to take this experience to the next level. The hardest part is defining exactly what that level should be, so I devised a “game” which would help determine my next “sentence”. Of course, I also would need to find someone willing to keep me there…

PERHAPS THAT’S WHERE YOU COME IN…

The “game” is quite simple, and simply involves rolling a pair of dice to determine how long I’ll spend locked inside…

Odd (2+3 for example) equals weeks
Even (2+4) equals months
Pairs (2+2) equals years
Snake eyes (1+1) lock the door and throw away the key.

My preference would be a “forever” situation, but that is not a deal breaker. I am free to relocate anywhere in the US. Distance, however equals commitment. Moving 2000 miles for a 3 week stay just isn’t feasible for me.

While I definitely prefer cage bondage, I fully assume that you will have your own ideas and I’m anxious to hear them.

The “scene” isn’t high on the list of important factors. Leather, rubber, uniforms… I am open for anything (almost).

I may be spending the rest of my life in a 3 x 4 x 5 cage (with space between the bars to enable me to stretch of course), Perhaps you have a large basement and you desire to lock a collar and chain around my neck and attach the chain to the wall or ceiling. Circumstances may require multiple locations even.

As long as I am physically prevented from leaving, I will be perfectly content.

While there are multiple reasons for seeking a longer term commitment, I talked a guy in a similar situation who convinced me that long term is best for me. He says that if you know you are under your masters control for a limited time (no matter the length) that there is always a piece of you thinking of what you will do when you have been unlocked. (He has been locked inside a cage for 15 years, and is only released for a couple of hours per month. I was able to chat with him, as he runs a blog from inside).

He said that if, however, you know from the very beginning that the “click” you hear as your master places the final lock in its place which binds you forever is the sweetest sound you’ll ever hear & that the only thing you think about is how to please your master. Serving for the next 10 minutes, days, weeks, or years then going away just isn’t the same.

While I’ve always been interested in a lifetime arrangement, he convinced me it was the right thing for me. That level of commitment, where I literally devote the rest of my life to someone (who ironically has the preserve joy of not letting me leave, even if I wanted to) is why I’m seeking this opportunity.

Again, a lifetime commitment is not a requirement, just a plus.

What will intrigue me and cause me to respond back is the question of “What’s in it for you?”. I can’t ask so much of you without giving something in return…
We would need to find a suitable cage if you do not already have one, but we don’t need to start with that.

As this is a totally serious ad; please only respond if you are serious as well.

I hope I have given enough information to at least begin the discussion. I’m most interested in finding a situation where everyone’s needs are met.

WHAT’S IN THIS FOR YOU? HOW CAN I HELP YOU ACHIEVE YOUR PARTICULAR FANTASIES AND GOALS?

You Are Now My Property – Part 12

Even after he shot, Roy’s cock remained almost fully-hard. He considered working up another hard-on and fucking the kid again, but thought he’d better let him recover a bit. After all, there was no need to rush things… There would be plenty of time in the future for Roy to use and abuse his captive. The cop pulled his cock out of Eric’s aching hole. It emerged with an audible pop; come began dripping out, along with a little blood… nothing too bad, though. The kid may have felt like he was being ripped apart, but he’d be okay. He’d just be in agony for a while, but that was a feeling he’d soon get used to.

The cop released the ropes attached to Eric’s wrists, and the boy slumped to the ground like a rag doll. Roy cuffed the teen’s wrists behind his back, then released the ropes attached to his ankles. He gently lifted the boy and carried him over to a toilet in the corner. Eric was completely limp in the cop’s arms. Roy set the boy down on the toilet, and told him to do whatever he needed to do, because he was going to be tied up for the night after this, and would have to hold it in if he didn’t go now. Eric’s hole throbbed and ached, but he really felt like he had to shit. He grimaced and forced out a large turd. Even THAT caused enormous pain. Eric then pissed and slumped back against the toilet tank. Roy stood the boy up and gently wiped his ass. He let his fingers linger over the whip marks on the boy’s creamy white cheeks. He had never seen anything so beautiful.

Roy carried Eric over to the bed he’d prepared. He set the boy down, and tied his ankles to the foot of the bed, then uncuffed his wrists and secured them to the top of the frame. Eric was now lying spread-eagle on his back. This was the way he would sleep from now on, never free to touch his cock, or turn onto his stomach so he could rub it against the bed. Eric just laid there and whimpered. He looked like he’d been filleted… he was totally limp. Roy ran his hand gently over the boy’s torso, and told him to get some sleep. “After all, tomorrow is your first full day as a slave. Tomorrow is the first day of the rest of your life.” With that, he chuckled and went upstairs, locking the basement door behind him.

That night Roy had the best sleep he could ever remember.

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You Are Now My Property – Part 13

Even after he shot, Roy’s cock remained almost fully-hard. He considered working up another hard-on and fucking the kid again, but thought he’d better let him recover a bit. After all, there was no need to rush things… There would be plenty of time in the future for Roy to use and abuse his captive. The cop pulled his cock out of Eric’s aching hole. It emerged with an audible pop; come began dripping out, along with a little blood… nothing too bad, though. The kid may have felt like he was being ripped apart, but he’d be okay. He’d just be in agony for a while, but that was a feeling he’d soon get used to.

The cop released the ropes attached to Eric’s wrists, and the boy slumped to the ground like a rag doll. Roy cuffed the teen’s wrists behind his back, then released the ropes attached to his ankles. He gently lifted the boy and carried him over to a toilet in the corner. Eric was completely limp in the cop’s arms. Roy set the boy down on the toilet, and told him to do whatever he needed to do, because he was going to be tied up for the night after this, and would have to hold it in if he didn’t go now. Eric’s hole throbbed and ached, but he really felt like he had to shit. He grimaced and forced out a large turd. Even THAT caused enormous pain. Eric then pissed and slumped back against the toilet tank. Roy stood the boy up and gently wiped his ass. He let his fingers linger over the whip marks on the boy’s creamy white cheeks. He had never seen anything so beautiful.

Roy carried Eric over to the bed he’d prepared. He set the boy down, and tied his ankles to the foot of the bed, then uncuffed his wrists and secured them to the top of the frame. Eric was now lying spread-eagle on his back. This was the way he would sleep from now on, never free to touch his cock, or turn onto his stomach so he could rub it against the bed. Eric just laid there and whimpered. He looked like he’d been filleted… he was totally limp. Roy ran his hand gently over the boy’s torso, and told him to get some sleep. “After all, tomorrow is your first full day as a slave. Tomorrow is the first day of the rest of your life.” With that, he chuckled and went upstairs, locking the basement door behind him.

That night Roy had the best sleep he could ever remember.

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